Linkin Park Breaking the habit Memories consume like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again you all assume I'm safe here in my room [unless I try to start again] I don't want to be the one the battles always choose cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean i don't know how i got this way i know it's not alright so i'm breaking the habit tonight clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than anytime before i had no options left again i'll paint it on the walls cause i'm the one at fault i'll never fight again and this is how it ends i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream but now i have some clarity to show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking the habit breaking the habit tonight