Stan
[Dido]
My tears gone cold, I'm wonderin'
why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds at my window and I
can't see at all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your
picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so
bad.
My tears gone cold, I'm wonderin' why
I got
out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds at my window and I can't see at
all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your picture on my
wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
Dear Slim,
I wrote you but you still ain't
callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent
two letters back in Autumn
You must not have got 'em
There probably was a
problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too
sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your
daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
If I have
a daughter, guess what I'mma call her?
I'mma name her Bonnie
I read about
your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch
who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your
biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam
I got a
room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with
Ruckus too, that shit was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat
Truly yours, your biggest fan
This is
Stan
[Dido]
My tears gone cold, I'm wonderin'
why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds at my window and I
can't see at all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your
picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so
bad.
Dear Slim,
You still ain't called or
wrote
I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up
you don't answer fans
If you didn't want to talk to me outside your
concert
You didn't have to but you could have signed an autograph for
Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in
the blistering cold for you
For four hours and ya just said no
That's
pretty shitty man, you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you
man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though I just don't like
bein' lied to
Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write you
You
would write back
See, I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father
neither
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to
what you're sayin' in your songs
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away
and put 'em on
Cause I don't really got shit else
So that shit helps when
I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo with your name across the
chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like
adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See, everything you say is
real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I
talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one
does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
You've
gotta call me man
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely
yours,
Stan
P.S. We should be together too
[Dido]
My tears gone cold, I'm wonderin'
why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds at my window and I
can't see at all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your
picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so
bad.
Dear Mr. 'I'm too good to call or write my
fans'
This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six
months and still no word
I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two
letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect.
So this is my cassette I'm
sending you. I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the
freeway
Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya dare me to drive?"
You
know that song by Phil Collins from "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy
who could have saved that other guy from drowning?
But didn't?
Then Phil
saw it all then at his show he found him?
That's kinda how this is
You
could have rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late
I'm on a thousand
downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I
hope you know I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we
could have been together
Think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you
can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep
and you scream about it
I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't
breathe without me
See Slim, shut up bitch, I'm try-na talk
Hey Slim,
that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I
just tied her up, see I ain't like you
'Cause if she suffocates, she'll
suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge
now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
out?
[Dido]
My tears gone cold, I'm wonderin'
why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds at my window and I
can't see at all
And even if I could, it would all be great
To put your
picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so
bad.
Dear Stan,
I meant to write you sooner, but
I've just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is
she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And
here's an autograph for your brother
I wrote it on a Starter cap
I'm sorry
I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you
Don't think I did that
shit intentionally, just to diss you
But what's the shit you said about you
like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin' dawg, come on, how
fucked up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some
counselin'
To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down
some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of
shit'll make me not want us to meet each other.
I really think you and your
girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I
hope you get to read this letter
I just hope it reaches you in time
Before
you hurt yourself
I think that you'd be doin' just fine
If you'd relax a
little
I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan
Why are you so mad?
Try to
understand that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy
shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me
sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his
girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they
found a tape but it didn't say who it was to
Come to think about it, his name
was, it was you
Damn